My 5 Day, 4 surprise…

Assalamu’alaykum Wr. Wb..

It was March 5th. Yesterday. It was my birthday.

I started the day with not a good start,,, buat finally got many things…

I got 4 surprise:

1. I put my bag in a room, then left it. When I came back, and open it, suddenly I found a gift! “Catatan dari Balik Dapur si Tukang Masak” (Notes behind the Chef’s Kitchen). It’s a book, given by T’Desi, one of ex Gamais Corporation best member. There was a note. It says, “..Congratulation for winning cooking competition…” Hohoho.. It was, team, teh.. Not only me. Besides I’m not good at all at cook.

2. When I face my laptop alone, still in that room, one of my friend, Agung, came and says, “Raf, did u see Rizky?”… “No.. Why?”…. “Nothing…”…..  Hah??? but then, “Hey, have you ever read this book?” TIPPING POINT by Malcolm Gladwell. “No…” I remember when I was at bookstore, I planned to buy that book, but haven’t bought it yet. “For you. Happy Milad, ya…” WOW!!!

3. When I came out, I met Nad, who usually wear jeans, suddenly wear skirt! Wow! It’s another surprise!

4. When I standby on the National Seminar Generation Enterpreuneur stand, suddenly Head of Gamais ITBAdjie called me and said : “Give me a paper in that room, on a wardrobe.” I thought of a surprise. I thought thay plan somethin by gathering on that room. OK…. Let’s see…. But when I came into that room, there are nothing. Ckckck, I guess I wrong. But when I opened the wardrobe, I found a paper! Some of Gamais’ member wrote many things bout my birthday… And also there was a gift…. Great!…………………….. It haven’t finished yet. When I came back to stand, they were there!!! Standing with a atraight face and plan somethin! Cake, with chili! Hohoho… Another surprise!

Whatever it takes…. Allah plan something beautiful on March 5th… After that, I have to think about what will I do next…..
Means the time of my life only a few times left.. I don’t know when….

Change and make change…..

Not A Good Start From N-STEIN

Assalamu’alaykum…

Finally N-STEIN gave performance, with more than just 10 songs… (I forget how many songs…)

Truly on that performance, N-STEIN started with Alhamdulillah’s Opick n Amanda. But there was a missing lyric.

Again and again, there were some mistakes on the next songs…

Until Dzuhur, I kept wondering why…

Then I find the answer… I’m the one who didn’t do Tahajjud last night. I’m the one who didn’t do Dhuha on that day…

Yeah.. I guess I’m the one who made the mistakes came…

I took a prayer… Deep prayer.. Hoping Allah will give a forgiveness…

Alhamdulillah.. After Dzuhur time, N-STEIN shows its best performance!!!

Start from Keimanan’s Haris, Sebiru’s EdCoustic, KCB’s Melly Goeslaw, and so on…

Alhamdulillah…

Those Are My Dreams…

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The Dreams are sorted randomly… Inspired from a lot of people and hope inspire other more…

  1. Be A part of Vocal Team on 2008-2009, win a trophy (ALREADY ARCHIEVED) Made an album on 2010-2011
  2. Finished my “Semerbak Kesturi yang Terinjak” on 2010
  3. Visited Tabriz, Iran, and spend few nights there with my beloved family on 2019
  4. Organized Karafuru Design on 2009-2010
  5. Organized “Gamais Fotocopy” on 2009
  6. Proposed someone, and when asked, “How close you with your God?” will answer : “Just wanna make He smiles with my Daud fast from 20…” (ALREADY FAILED) Proposed someone, and when asked, “How close you with your God?” will answer : “Just wanna make He smiles with my Daud fast from 20 plus 2 months, 3 weeks, 2 days…” on 2012
  7. Completed ‘Rukun Islam’ with my beloved family on 2015
  8. Be a part of MTQ Group in MTQNas on 2010
  9. Completed Ciamis Mall (Ci-Mall) on 2040
  10. Has a ‘saung’ above a pond (or pour water) for Tahajjud in my home sweet home on 2017

Hope my dreams come true…

Hope your dreams come true…

What’s Wrong With Me?

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(Written by Karafuru San Araf Pratamanaim)

I don’t know… Sometimes I could never think of who I am. I always feel that I become a person in a time, but then become another person in another time…

I have a spirit to write down all I can write in a time, but then lost it and make my own blog null.

I have a power to continue my “Semerbak Kesturi yang Terinjak”, but then lost it and make people who love that novel disappointed.

God… What’s wrong with me?

In a time I told my mentee to cover their heart from VMJ. But then I realize that I couldn’t even handle my own heart from the same thing…

I do tell people about doing good activities and avoid the bad one. But then I know, I’m the one who usually do a bad thing and seldom do a good one…

God… What’s wrong with me?

I realize that I have two eyes to see beautiful and colorful world. I always remember my friendmate to use it by seeing positive things. But in the end, I’m the one who always use it to see something that I shouldn’t have to see…

I do realize that I really need Your love… Really, really much… And for that, I should have sure that I give my love to You…

But then I feel… I love another one much, much, and much better then loving You…

God… What’s wrong with me?

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